This is it

Everybody says the end is near but I think the end happened a long time ago and it wasn’t ugly it wasn’t bloody it was cold, silent and still. So I don’t care if the world dies today because my world died a long time ago and since then there is nothing worth saving in this world and there is nothing worth to live for. I remember we were running for some reason and you fainted you were in my arms but not talking to me the world ended that day. I took you to a doctor and he gave you the death note and I saw the stillness on your face the world ended that day. After that everything became sad but you were smiling for me when you had to hide your tears the world ended that day. The world ended when you were in pain. The world ended when you cried. The world ended when you died.